hey, lol. as i've said. i hate blogging nowadays. ._.

all righttttt.
i'll start off with few days ago.

had serious moodswing as usual, cried just tht a lil bit. no one consoled me. i fucking forced myself to think positive, yea. ._.

i gotta say i love my family. lol
i can feel the love in it.
seriously, i've never felt this kind of feeling in my whole entire life.
is anyone willing to lend me your shoulders & just let me cry for once and for all? :'(
ruki, i guess you'll be the best partner for letting ur shoulder.


aha! okay.
so tday, was feeling real happy for few MINUTES
after that.
knowing the fact of.... smth.
my heart breaks into pieces. my tears rolling down. sigh.

im feeling sick, real sick.
tired of life.

what's the use of thinking positive when you have to fucking face that cruel fact? :'(

someone, knock some fucking sense into me pls.
ruki, best candidate to knock sense into me, sure you'll do smth to your this poor lil' lesb friend?